HEYYYYYYYYYYY! :D
Ytd went to birthday/class bbq.
(Janet & Weiliang's birthday)
Its was funnnnnnnnnnn!! :D

Time flew pass without me even blinking .__.
Was eating, talking, joking etc etc.
Thought my dad was pissed at me so I went home early.
Ended up he was alreadying sleeping, think he joking only la!!
Made me missed the opening of presents la!!
Partially cause I forgot too)':

Now, this is the time where I need to get back to reality and realised the pile of shit.
2 quizzes tmrw.
1 quiz and 1 presentation on tue.
Life Science term test on sat.
A compulsary talk attached to a quiz on sat too.
Sigh. Main exams approaching):
and here am I, still in holiday mood.
Since PIA 2nd lecture is over.

Even though this blog is private, I still don't feel comforatble with posting emotional feelings online.
Just faced the same scenario as primary school.
But was able to go thru it with help from friends.
I guess.
Was quite devastated when I 1st know of it.
Then it was to self loathing.
To crying myself a river.
And lastly to indifference.

The last part is the best.
Cause I really feel so neutral.
Whenever unneccesary remarks were made.
I felt nothing.
Which amazes me.

Well, nothing can be done.
Nothing you do will make up for it.
Once the damage is done, there will always be a scar.
Scar heals, but it never fades.