Well, this post is about ytd trip to ice cream chef.
Initially didn't want to blog about the disappointed part..
But after reading her blog.
I admit that i feel pissed off and all.
but i feel more of disappointment.
5YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP.
the main point about why we feel sad is actually quite simple.
we were worried if you could reach that place since you never go b4.
& you never sms us if you were there & if you had dismiss.
& when we did sms you, you were already there with your own friends.
i don't know about her.
it made me feel kind of betrayed.
are we not as good as your friends?
do you really hate to spend more time with us?
i am not angry/pissed off cause your brought your friends there.
i am sad cause you didn't tell us anything about it.
i offered to go early and meet you, but you didn't want.
but if you had just apologise or something,
we could just laugh it off and pretend that nothing had happened.
& we asked you to go eat with us. but instead you ate with your friends.
& when we asked you if you are gonna to eat, you said no.
at that point, i felt really.. betrayed?
i have no other words to describe it.

after reading your blog,
i really do have an urge of crying.
what not giving a damn about it if we feel pissed off and all.
and even the usage of vulgarities.
i didn't want to gossip behind your back so i asked you directly.
its better to clarify it than to allow the strain to be there forever.
i did it with a mindset of trying to mend the crack between us.
but ... i really don't know what to do anymore.

5years isn't a short time.
we've been thru quite a few things together.
even though we had never been in the same class,
we are closer than some people who are in same class.
i guess.. i shall leave it to fate?
i never thought that we will have this kind of problems between us.

was planning to blog about TMS since being close to school bring back tons of
酸甜苦辣 memories.
but i guess i will leave it to the day where i can reunite with everyone else (: