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09 April 2009 @ 7:14 PM

i think the news that band got silver spread pretty fast.
people were like..

dont be too sad.
at least you maintained the standard and things as such.
it's okay. you tried your best.
dont be too unhappy. etc etc.


but the more they say, the worst bad-er i felt.
i rather that they treat things as normal.
it's like adding salt to the wound
like nothing had happened.
but.. they meant well.

we were told that people from the SCH said that we play well.
should get gold. etc etc.
but, whats the use?
the results were irreversible.
it cant be amend...
practiced for like 9months.
but the reality crashed our hopes and dreams like it's worth nothing..
but at least we enjoyed ourselves during the procedure.
i think?
that school that won was like screaming and cheering and everything.
i understand that they dont mean it.
but i feel like they were mocking us.
couldnt help it but to feel this
way.

but life goes on.
so. lets just forget it (:
forget about the results and everything.
focus on the process (:
过程是最重要的,不是吗?

okay.
MARINA BARRAGE.
气死我了!
it was a disasters!!
omfg. i seriously dont like small kids.
with the exception of my cousins and nieces and nephew
they dont listen to us at all!
after trying for like.. 5minutes.
i gave up.
i have been dreading about this day since like..
yesterday night.
it's like.. my brother X 5 !
omg can?
1 is already insufferable.
but 6 of them?
it's HELL!

but nothing was more frustrating then trip home.
when we got scolded for...
something that we wasnt aware of.
i wont dwell on it.
but it doesnt feel right.
i felt that i am accused of something ......

haha, i ate like..
2 skittles , pocky , sweets from other people & one aloe vera apple juice.
tons of sugar.
omfg! i am getting over-sized!
got kokwee to buy skittles and pocky for me.
when i reached school, sue suddenly throw one bad of skittles to me.
'nahh, for you'
haha, super shocked.
didn asked her to buy, super touched too.
after that.
emaths and geog test was totally a failure.
101% going to fail.
i didn get to study much the day before.
was super tire by the time i reached home.
spent more than 1hour highlighting the points.
i dont know what am i doing.
but, i didn read about it at all.
emaths also.
tried to revise and do some ques.
but fell asleep along the way.
and to top it up.
i totally screwed up my physic SPA.
it was horrendous.
死掉了!

i am so screwed up.

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